Faith Of A Child

Billie Duty [Bio. at end]

The LORD is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid? (Psalm 27:1)

This one verse says a lot. If we are living for and trusting God, then why should we fear the things that happen in this life? It is not uncommon for any of us to doubt.  I think it is the human part of us. But as we study, meditate, pray, and live by the teachings of God we become stronger.

I am going to tell a story about faith from the eyes and heart of a child.

When my son, “BJ”, was about 5 years old it was broadcasted all over the news that a satellite NASA had put in space was going to crash into the earth. He was so afraid and very worried that it would crash on him or our family, killing us. I spent time trying to ease his fear. I would tell him that he needed to pray about it. We even decided that he could pray for it to land in the ocean. Every time he thought about it, he would pray and every night he prayed about it before going to sleep. His prayers were for God to please let it land in the ocean and not to kill anyone.

On the day that the news told of it crashing, we were outside and he and his cousin were playing in the yard. I yelled for him to come to me. I told him that the satellite has landed and it landed in the ocean. He was so happy!  He ran around our front yard shouting, “I believe, I believe, I will never be mean again, I believe!”

 He believed that God answered his prayer. Did I? Actually, I just thought it coincidence. I never really thought that God had intervened.  Oh the faith of a child and the doubt of the adult trying to teach a child faith in God.  I can imagine God saying to me, “Oh ye of little faith”.

And a little child shall lead them. (Isa. 11:6b)

It was not until some years (about 6) later that I recalled this incident back to my mind. I had faced a tragedy in my life that I thought I was not going to get through. I knew that my feelings were in opposition to God’s teachings.

It was when I finally turned to God for help with what I was going though that he sent the hope and encouragement  I needed through my brothers and sisters in Christ I had never met before. I had been having trouble praying because I felt so unworthy because of my feelings and thoughts. On the night that I was given hope and encouragement I was laying in my bed thanking God for loving me and for not giving up on me.  I thanked Him for sending me help in my time of need. It was then when I remembered the faith of my son at the age of 5. I, too, wanted to shout those words, “I believe, I believe!”

Praise the LORD! I will praise the LORD with my whole heart, In the assembly of the upright and in the congregation. (Psalm 111:1)

I do not believe that either of these incidents were coincident. I believe it was God watching over and helping his children.

Oh, give thanks to the LORD! Call upon His name; Make known His deeds among the peoples! (Psalm 105:1)

To make known to the sons of men His mighty acts, And the glorious majesty of His kingdom. Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, And Your dominion endures throughout all generations. The LORD upholds all who fall, And raises up all who are bowed down. (Psalm 145:12-14)

Are we teaching our children to believe in God when we doubt?

"Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to sin, it would be better for him if a millstone were hung around his neck, and he were drowned in the depth of the sea. (Matthew 18:6)


ISBS Ladies Daily Devotional
04/18/05
 

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Writer of the Week:

Billie Sue Duty

My name is Billie Sue "Roop" Duty, I was named after both dad and mom.  My mom’s name is Patricia Sue "Blankenship" Roop and my dad’s is Billy Joe Roop.  When I was growing up I hated my name but now I love my name because it is a part of them both.  My family and close friends call me Baby Sue, which is after my mom too, she is Big Sue so I became Baby Sue when I was born into the world.  My aunt, who is a little over a year older than me, gave me my nick name.  I have a younger sister who I have always thought to be prettier and smarter than myself. She was baptized before me by about one week or less.  I feel because she made that step, I followed.  She was an example to me for many years, she was married and had her daughter before me and I just thought she was such a good mother, so when I married I wanted to be a mommy too.  I think she should have been the oldest, she was more outgoing and I was very shy.  I waited till I was eighteen to go try for my liscense because she would be sixteen and she could go too.

My parents have helped me to become the person I am today.  I know that this is true in most families but my situation is a little different.  I was born with no left hand and instead of doing everything for me, they let me learn ways of doing for myself.  They were always right there to help me if I needed it and they would help me find a way to do things that I needed two hands for.  For me, having one hand is not a big deal, I have always been this way.  But I suppose it could have been, if my familyhad acted different about it.  I know they worried about me growing up but they did an excellent job and I am so thankful for both of them.   My husband is always ready to help me find ways of doing things on my own, if I am having trouble.   You should see me play pool.

I married Rusty Evan Duty on December 31, 1988, we have one son Billy-Joe Evan, we call him BJ.  (I suppose you see that our son was named after me, Rusty, and his grandpa [my dad].)   He is now 14 years old, looks like his daddy and acts like him too.  BJ obeyed the gospel in September, 2001 about a week or so after his dad came back to Christ.  I first obeyed the gospel when I was 18 years old.  I tried hard to live God’s way. When BJ came along, I spent the first 5 years teaching him of God and His truth because I knew once school began we would not have as much time as we once did. By the time he was 4 years old I think he knew more than I did when I was 18.

A short story before I finish:  BJ received his first Bible when he was 4 and he wanted to read from it one night, so we did.  We read from Matthew 25 where He will divide the goats and the sheep, BJ stopped me when reading that part and said,  "Don’t tell me no more, Don’t tell me no more, my dad will be in that line of goats!"   Thankfully, BJ and I prayed for his dad from that night forward, and God answered.

In the year of 2000 I went through a very hard time in my life and I almost went the wrong way (away from God), with the help of my brother’s and sister’s in Christ, I turned it over to God and with His help I have become stronger in Christ.  I think in the last 4 years I have grown more in Christ than I ever thought possible and there is still so much that I do not know.   In the year of 2002 I decided to be re-baptized just to make sure that I was right with God.  I became concerned that maybe I followed my sister and did not realize what I was really doing.

I love to spend time with my brother’s and sister’s in Christ and in God’s Word learning more of my heavenly Father.

 

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